Tuesday, May 12, 2009

and i'm a wreck

Sorry about not posting yesterday -- I wasn't feeling good at ALL and I worked and everything, so when I finally got Lil Miss down for the night, I went straight to bed. I actually asked for help last night, you should all be proud of me. I said the words "I need a break" because I was sick and needed to take a bath and try to feel better -- and I felt horrible doing it too.

So yeah -- working today. And, for the first time, I've left my Lil Miss. And I hate it. I'm a wreck -- I just want to get everything done and get home already. I'm waiting on someone to call me back and then I'm going home. Jimmy's been calling (he's feeling much much MUCH better, btw) so I know she's okay, but I'm still anxious and I still just want to go home so I can see her and hold her and love on her. I miss her.

It makes me feel like I'm going crazy!!

I'll post more -- with pictures too -- tonight. As soon as I get lots of loving and cuddle time with my sweet little girl!

1 comment:

  1. My dear Val, I am proud of you. You have so much that you are trying to do. I am so glad that Jim is feeling better and can give you this break. It is good for all three of you.Being a Mother just makes one feel such responsibility and you seem to be doing a great job. I know that Jim's feeling better takes some of the stress off. I pray that you will have a good evening at home with your two special people. I love you so much and I am proud of you. I love my Mother's Day card.
    Love to all, Grandma Peggy

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