Which is a very large part of why this has fallen off some and I am sorry. I'm going to work on getting better at that.
I'm working, still, a lot. I've been informed that pretty much, for the foreseeable future, I have a job. Stephanie has said that until David tells her they can't afford me (and she doesn't see that happening anytime soon), she's planning to keep me around. We work well together, I'm picking everything up very quickly and we're getting stuff out the door which is the most important part. Stuff going out the door means money coming in, you know? A lot of what David does is on contingency meaning that we need to get things out and get things settled to get paid.
But we're doing alright and I like it alot.
It does mean working a lot. A LOT. I leave home at 7:15ish in the morning and don't get home until 6:30 or later most nights. Means I have lots of hours, but it means I'm tired. I think Abby has realized that she doesn't see Mommy as much at night and that the best "Mommy time" she gets is in the morning, so she's started waking up very early again, usually before 5 every morning.
It's not bad, it just means that by the time I get home from work I'm been up at least thirteen hours and I'm tired. Cause Abby still wakes up in the middle of the night at least once to eat. But I don't mind. I like getting baby time and I'm taking all I can get, considering how much I'm away from her. I miss her when I'm away from her, but I know she's okay. She likes day care and has "buddies" there.
But I still miss her. I got so used to her being around that it feels so weird to not have her now.
But only one more day until the weekend and then only three days next week and then we get to go to the Farm! I can't wait.
I do worry that she'll wake people up at the Farm in the middle of the night. I just hope she's good!
I'm working, still, a lot. I've been informed that pretty much, for the foreseeable future, I have a job. Stephanie has said that until David tells her they can't afford me (and she doesn't see that happening anytime soon), she's planning to keep me around. We work well together, I'm picking everything up very quickly and we're getting stuff out the door which is the most important part. Stuff going out the door means money coming in, you know? A lot of what David does is on contingency meaning that we need to get things out and get things settled to get paid.
But we're doing alright and I like it alot.
It does mean working a lot. A LOT. I leave home at 7:15ish in the morning and don't get home until 6:30 or later most nights. Means I have lots of hours, but it means I'm tired. I think Abby has realized that she doesn't see Mommy as much at night and that the best "Mommy time" she gets is in the morning, so she's started waking up very early again, usually before 5 every morning.
It's not bad, it just means that by the time I get home from work I'm been up at least thirteen hours and I'm tired. Cause Abby still wakes up in the middle of the night at least once to eat. But I don't mind. I like getting baby time and I'm taking all I can get, considering how much I'm away from her. I miss her when I'm away from her, but I know she's okay. She likes day care and has "buddies" there.
But I still miss her. I got so used to her being around that it feels so weird to not have her now.
But only one more day until the weekend and then only three days next week and then we get to go to the Farm! I can't wait.
I do worry that she'll wake people up at the Farm in the middle of the night. I just hope she's good!
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